What I learned in my life is
that, if there is anyone worth keeping that is your family. I found out that some
of my friends were saying things against me behind my back, and to my horrible
surprise my boyfriend believed it. It sounds bitter but it is natural that I
shut off myself from them and I decided not to trust people again.
I was so pissed at the betrayal
that happened but I was still glad it happened because I discovered who are
true to me and who are not. I also realized how unfaithful my boyfriend was, or
I should say my ex.
The only comfort I have found was
my mother because I am not that party girl who resorts to booze and smokes in
dealing with problems. Later, I got myself busy over dating sites.
Honestly, I never thought of
engaging myself in this kind of community. There are hearsay's that dating sites
only contain desperate men who want to get laid and although I met some men who
were really that lustful, most of them were nice and humorous.
If Ira Danilina – that is me – is
a bitch to the eyes of my seeming friends, she is described by my male friends
I talked with online as a very romantic and sweet woman from Russia. They said
that I am caring and understanding, but quite talkative which is not on a negative
way. Sometimes there are things that makes me moody but I am still bubbly and,
most important of all, genuine.
The guys appreciate that I like
music, reading, sport, tennis, badminton and going to the cinema. They are
appreciating almost everything I say. This can be a deception, or just flattery
to get my heart, but no; the betrayal I experienced from my so-called friends
and my ex was painful enough and had taught to be more careful next time. Actually,
I can say that my online friends are way nicer and better than those I have
been for years.
By the way, I am a 25-year old chef
and I try to be the best in every dish that I do. I enjoy challenges; however,
I like when someone supports my challenge even when I have self-doubt. This is
why friends are very important to me because they are usually the people who help
me to stand still.
Dating sites are known as a place
of finding a partner in life but I never thought that a ‘partner’ did not mean
for romantic involvement. Like I always say, friendship is the best form of
relationship, but being in this kind of online community, I might find someone
who will make me believe in love again and prove me
forever is true. Who knows?
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